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Chapter 2 - The Drawing My Sister Didn't Want Anyone to See

The first sign that dinner was about to go wrong came when my sister noticed Lucy's sketchbook.

We had barely started eating when Nora put down her fork and looked across the table.

"What's that under your chair?"

Lucy glanced down.

"My drawing book."

"I can see that. Why did you bring it to dinner?"

Lucy pulled her little green dragon tail closer to her legs.

"I wanted to show Grandma my Halloween picture."

Nora's expression changed.

It was slight, almost unnoticeable. But I had spent thirty-six years studying the faces around that table.

My sister wasn't annoyed anymore.

She was worried.

"Let me see it," she said.

Lucy looked at me.

"After dinner," I answered. "She's eating."

Nora leaned back.

"Good grief, Claire. It's a sketchbook, not a state secret."

My mother gave me the familiar look she used whenever she wanted an argument to end before it embarrassed her.

"Just let Nora look," Marlene said.

I kept cutting Lucy's chicken.

"Lucy can decide when she wants to share her drawings."

Nobody spoke for several seconds.

Then Nora laughed.

"That's your problem. You think every little thing has to be a negotiation."

I remembered what Lucy had said at the sink.

I don't want to sit next to Aunt Nora.

A month earlier, I would have apologized for making dinner uncomfortable.

That night, I simply passed my daughter the mashed potatoes.

"Would you like some more?"

Lucy nodded.

For a little while, the ordinary sounds of supper returned.

Forks touched plates. The refrigerator hummed in the kitchen. Outside, wind moved through the nearly bare maple trees.

Marlene asked about the library.

I told her we were preparing a Halloween reading program for children.

"At least that's something useful," Nora muttered.

I ignored her.

My mother asked whether Lucy had decided what she wanted to be when she grew up.

"An artist," Lucy said.

Nora smiled without warmth.

"Artists don't always make money, sweetheart."

"That's okay," Lucy replied. "I want to draw books."

"Your mother can tell you how difficult it is to live on a small paycheck."

"Nora," I said quietly.

"What? I'm being practical."

Lucy lowered her eyes.

I touched her shoulder.

"Your drawings are wonderful. And you have plenty of time to decide."

My sister looked at my hand resting on Lucy's chair.

Something about that gesture seemed to bother her more than anything I had said.

Then Lucy made a mistake that changed the evening.

She reached beneath her chair, opened her sketchbook, and pulled out a loose page.

"Grandma, I drew your kitchen."

Marlene brightened.

"Oh, let me see."

Lucy stood and carried the picture around the table.

I could see the drawing from where I sat.

It showed the familiar yellow kitchen, the old wooden table, and the window overlooking my mother's backyard.

There were little pumpkins on the windowsill.

A blue folder rested on the table.

Beside it, Lucy had drawn a woman with silver hair bending over a piece of paper.

My mother's smile disappeared.

Nora pushed back her chair.

"Where did you get that?"

Lucy stopped.

"I drew it."

"When?"

"When I stayed here."

"Which time?"

Lucy looked confused.

"The Saturday you made cookies."

Three weeks earlier.

The same afternoon Lucy came home with a mark on her arm.

I felt something cold move through my stomach.

Marlene reached for the page.

"That's very nice, sweetheart."

But Nora got there first.

She snatched the drawing from Lucy's fingers.

"Why would you draw this?"

Lucy's eyes widened.

"Because Grandma was writing."

"What was she writing?"

"I don't know."

"Then why did you draw it?"

"Because I was waiting for my cookies."

The answer was so innocent that, for a moment, nobody seemed to know what to say.

I stood.

"Nora, give her the picture back."

My sister folded it once.

Then again.

Lucy made a small, wounded sound.

"Please don't. I worked hard on that."

Nora looked toward Marlene.

"Mom, did you know she had this?"

My mother shook her head.

"Not until now."

I moved around the table.

"Stop folding her picture."

Nora's fingers tightened around the paper.

"You need to teach your daughter not to go through things that don't belong to her."

"She drew your kitchen."

"She was in my office."

Lucy shook her head.

"No, I wasn't."

"Don't lie to me."

"She isn't lying," I said.

Nora turned toward my daughter.

"Where's the other page?"

Lucy went very still.

I had seen her frightened before. At the doctor's office. During thunderstorms. Once when she couldn't find me in a grocery store.

This was different.

She looked like a child who already knew what would happen if she answered incorrectly.

"What other page?" I asked.

Nora ignored me.

"Lucy. Where is it?"

My daughter took one step backward.

"I don't have it."

Nora grabbed her left wrist.

It happened so quickly that I barely understood what I was seeing.

One moment Lucy was standing beside the table.

The next, Nora had pulled her toward the sideboard.

"Don't play games with me," my sister snapped.

Lucy cried out.

"You're hurting me!"

I lunged forward.

"Let go of her!"

Marlene stepped directly into my path.

"Claire, don't make this worse."

"Move."

"Your sister is trying to get an answer."

"She's hurting my child!"

Marlene caught my forearm.

Her grip surprised me.

My mother was sixty-seven, smaller than I was, and usually careful about appearing composed.

But her fingers dug into my skin.

She leaned so close that I could smell the rosemary on her apron.

"Make a sound and you're next."

For one stunned second, I simply stared at her.

This was my mother.

The woman who had taught me to tie my shoes.

Who had held me when I broke my arm at twelve.

Who had told me all my life that family loyalty mattered more than anything.

And she was threatening me while my sister held my crying daughter.

Behind her, Nora shook Lucy's arm.

"Tell me where the page is."

"I don't know!"

I reached into my pocket.

My phone was there.

Earlier that afternoon, I had used it to photograph Lucy standing beside a pumpkin display.

I had never imagined I would need it for anything else.

I triggered the emergency call and kept the phone low against my body.

A voice answered.

"911. What's the address of your emergency?"

I spoke quietly but clearly.

"My eight-year-old daughter is being hurt. We're at my mother's house in Brookfield."

Marlene's head turned.

"What did you just do?"

Nora released Lucy long enough to look at me.

I pulled my daughter behind my legs.

"Get away from her."

My mother stared at the phone.

"Claire, hang that up."

I didn't.

"Ma'am," the dispatcher said, "is the person hurting your child still there?"

"Yes."

Marlene stepped closer.

"You're going to destroy this family over a child's drawing?"

"She grabbed Lucy."

"Because Lucy saw something she wasn't supposed to see!"

The words came out louder than my mother intended.

Nora's face turned pale.

"Mom. Stop talking."

But Marlene was staring at me now, not the phone.

"You've spent your whole life making Nora carry everything. And now you're going to make the police come into my house?"

I held Lucy against me.

"You threatened us."

"I warned you."

"About what?"

Nora whispered, "Don't answer that."

My mother ignored her.

"You think you can walk away from this family and leave us with the bills? You think your sister should lose everything while you sit in your nice little library?"

I couldn't understand where this was going.

"What bills?"

Marlene gave a short, bitter laugh.

"The ones your name is attached to."

The dispatcher asked me to stay on the line.

I heard movement through the phone, the quiet efficiency of someone sending help.

Nora stared at our mother in disbelief.

"You promised me she wouldn't find out."

My pulse pounded.

"Find out what?"

Nora looked at Lucy's crumpled drawing.

Then at my phone.

"Mom told me the bank would never check the second signature."

My mother slapped her palm against the table.

"Enough!"

Lucy buried her face in my sweater.

Outside, somewhere beyond the darkening street, I heard a siren.

Marlene looked toward the window.

Then she turned back to me with an expression I had never seen before.

Not anger.

Calculation.

"Claire," she said, slowly and clearly, "your name is on a two-hundred-thousand-dollar loan. And when the bank comes looking for its money, you're the one they're going to find."

I stared at her.

"I never signed a loan."

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My mother didn't blink.

"Then you'd better figure out why your signature is there."

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